Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Chapter 6: Do you want some.

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Chapter 6:
Do you want some.

I took a seat on one of the large sofas, once more looking around. Ace took a seat to the left, and Devon took a seat to the right of me. I rested my book bag on the floor, and put my head on the back of the couch, and closed my eyes.
“Why are you always so tried?” Ace asked me.
“I have no idea,” I said, still with my eyes closed.
“What time do you go to sleep?”
“Around ten.” I smiled.
“And yet, you feel the need of sleeping every time you have a chance.” He retorted.
“It's not usually like this, maybe it's just today. I have been feeling really sleepy since I got here, and been having these awful weird dreams.” I opened my eyes, and saw that Ace was staring, I moved my head back, just a little bit.
“What do you mean weird dreams?” I didn't know if I should tell them, I don't want my only friends to think I am some physco.
“I don't know.” I replied, trying to keep a good poker face.
“Stop lying and explain, we aren't going to think you are some type of physco, and spit it out.” Ace got facial expression got really serious. His face tensed up, jaw clenched and eyes widen. It was sort of terrifying seeing someone so calm and relaxed be so tensed.
“Physco? I wouldn't say physco,”
“Then spit it out.” Ace moved closer.
“Why do you care so much about about a damn dream, you look like if I tell you some unicorn is going to pop out of my damn throat and grant you three wishes.”
“Ace, calm down she will tell us when she is ready.” Devon said, taking a sip of her coffee. Ace moved back, folded his arms across his chest and calmed down, his face was more relaxed.
“I think it's time for me to leave.” I grabbed my bag off the floor and stood up with Devon following me. She walked to the door, and opened it.
“Bye Elizabeth,” With a content smile she closed the door behind me. I walked off her steps and began walking down the street, which led into my street by a small alleyway. I got to the alleyway and slowly walked down it thinking about why Ace seemed to be so interested in my dream. Why didn't I even tell them? I really think I should have had told them, it would have probably stop all this thinking. I got to my house, opened the door to see my mother lying on the floor. I put my head down I was used to this, I placed my book bag on the floor and closed the door behind me, and walked over to her. I rolled her almost lifeless body over, and checked for a heartbeat. She was alive, I tried lifting her up to put her on the couch. I couldn't she was too heavy. She was really heavy for a crack head, or I was really weak for my age. I heard a knock on my door, embarrassed, I threw a blanket over my mom, god forbid if this was a cop, I would be going to jail. I opened the door trying to block the view of my mothers body on the ground, Ace had his head down his face sad, he looked up and tilted his head completely baffled.
“Heres your phone you left it.” He hesitated on every word.
“Thanks,” Still trying to cover my mom.
“Already killing people I see?” He grinned.
“Huh?”
“Is that your mom?”
“Uh, no it's the mail man.” I attempted to humor myself, it wasn't working.
“Do you need any help?”
“Yes actually, do you mind helping me put my alcoholic, crack head mother on the couch?”
“Sure.”
“That was sarcasm,”
“Your mother is laying on the floor, don't you think it would be better if she was lying on that couch?” I opened the door, walked over to my mom and removed the blanket, Ace put both of his arms underneath my mother, and effortlessly lifted her lifeless body onto the couch, and placed the blanket on top of her.
“Thanks, I'm sorry about that.” I smiled apologetically and let him out.
“No problem.” He smirked and walked away.

I took a seat, and looked at my mother. She sicked me, “my mother” I can't even call her that anymore. It's not the truth, the woman I am looking at isn't the woman who gave birth to me. I can tell. This is a monster, She didn't feed me, She didn't love me, She wasn't there for me, She wasn't my mom. One thing I can tell you is that when it came to my mother, I couldn't care. She has already lost all my trust. I didn't care about her honestly.





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