Out of the story[[Catcher and the Rye]]

I finished the catcher and the rye book, and right now, I hate it. It put all these crazy thoughts inside my head about death. 10 mintues ago, my father came in the house crying, which it completely something new for me. I haven't seen my father cry since my Uncle Mike died, and still it didn't even compare to the type of crying he was doing, he called me and my brother up, and asked us to put away the groceries. I keep asking him what was wrong, but he kept replying "Are you serious?" My father is a strong man at heart, and a amazing person, who puts people in front of himself. I had no idea what the hell was going on. Finallyy he broke down, which was something also completely new to me. His best friend passed away. He knew him since he was seven. SEVEN. Seven years old. Mind you my father is 48 right now. This man who passed away was one of my father closest friends. It's so weird, I can not explain to you the way I am feeling right now, I was not close to him like some of my other father friends, but the weird part is that. He was over my house last week. That is whats getting to me I guess. The fact that this man stood in my house alive. talking to my father, and he isn't there anymore. GONE. For some odd reason, all I could think about was that damn Catcher and The Rye book. Not the fact that my dads best friend just died, or the fact the my father was crying, but the book. Death. everything is rasing through my head right now. I don't know what is wrong withh me.