Wednesday, January 14, 2009

So this is growing up?

When everything breaks down, and you have no shield to protect you from the debris.
I am tried of being everyone's "Angel" I am, I tried to hard and get fxck'd in the end.

I have no one to help me stand up, when I was there for everyone, I get left out. Basically as my mom said it, I am their third wheel. So I guess I am.. I am their third wheel, and guess what, that goddamn wheel is flattened. I am no longer taking anything from anyone, the only person I care about is MYSELF, it should have been like this a while ago, but I am too stupid to realize anything.

I blame myself for this, basically putting myself in this position, I did this knowing that I was going to get hurt, and look at me, I'm on my goddamn blog talking about how pathetic I feel. It's ashamed, it really is, I am not a mean person, not at all. I actually think I am a pretty good person.

But idk, people don't think like me.

4 comments:

Sir Panda said...

really that huge pit???it is playful more than anything lol. Only good white store i can think of is Zooz, ValuPets and Petsmart but that is it. That Jardini is still nameless lol

Alix said...

My blog look so pretty because I have no life, and I spend all my time making it look pretty and updating it lol. Oh and I love you.

Jeann said...

=X
I normally say something that makes me ashamed of myself on my blog...
i think i better stop,lmfao.

Alix said...

But I Kathryn, Love you more. lol