New Idea.

Eath: 11th Grade

Jan. 1st. 09

What can I say, I am losing it.
Everything around me seems like it's crashing... people have been telling me I have been acting different, honestly I couldn't tell. I think I can add a new monster to the list. I think she might not like the way I am living my life. She is awfully lazy, and a bit scary, must I add. I think this may cause some problems in the future. Right now I am scared, scared what the monster might do... She may, just be the end of me.

Katie: 7th Grade

March 7, 05

You, I like you... You seem to have this simplicity to you, I understand you, it makes me smile when you're around. We're different, WAY different from most. We can take over the world if we wanted too. I would choose you over anything. It's you that I want to keep, I don't want those other ones. It's you that can cheer me up on the hardest of days. I need you a lot, I am never afraid when you are around.


Kay-TER: Summer time-

July 7, 06

Hm, You are the fun, energetic side of me... you have this habit for making people smile, it's not me anymore that is smiling, it's everyone... It's a good thing though... I love you making people smile. It brightens up my day. I think I could deal with you, I think I could handle you around... you aren't plain like the others you are different... may I add fun. Please stay.


Sunshine: Halloween

October 1, 08


hm, faker... it's all you are. I do enjoy the attention though, you are her twin aren't you? hm, you act just like her... basically are her with just a problem... addiction though? why so rough. you are very phony.. Could I take this? Could I handle this? Yes, I love the attention though, it's very much amazing. I maybe able to take this. Just maybe.

Let's Blame this Addiction on Lysa!

hmm I guess, I have

STUMBLED into something very very addictive. mhmm.

AND I really enjoy it, besides the fact that some shows have 9 episodes, and

Before you know it your yelling at your computer screen for more... am I right Lysa? Thankkss

;ooo yo gabba gabba?

I pissed myself ;3

im addicted to watching really really funny youtube videos of little kids dancing like weridos.

;ooo

;oo

HIRO

I wish you would understand ;]

The list ;o

This is the list of movies I will watch before I am offically "ungrounded"

I know, when I am ungrounded, I will never have the time, like I usually never did soo. hurr it is.




The Curious Case Of Benjermin Button- JUST FINISHED!
Yes Man
Bedtime Stories

The unborn
Mall Cop
Seven Pounds
Valkryie


TELL ME MOREEE! ily forever <3

Chay Chay Wanted me to watch something called Absolute Boyfriend ;e WHY NOT !

So this is growing up?

When everything breaks down, and you have no shield to protect you from the debris.
I am tried of being everyone's "Angel" I am, I tried to hard and get fxck'd in the end.

I have no one to help me stand up, when I was there for everyone, I get left out. Basically as my mom said it, I am their third wheel. So I guess I am.. I am their third wheel, and guess what, that goddamn wheel is flattened. I am no longer taking anything from anyone, the only person I care about is MYSELF, it should have been like this a while ago, but I am too stupid to realize anything.

I blame myself for this, basically putting myself in this position, I did this knowing that I was going to get hurt, and look at me, I'm on my goddamn blog talking about how pathetic I feel. It's ashamed, it really is, I am not a mean person, not at all. I actually think I am a pretty good person.

But idk, people don't think like me.

In love with this thing ;o

I love my webcam, you know I love my webcam, cause it's cooler than you ;O I can take pictures, Upload youtube videos, BLAH BLAH BLAH, IT'S AWESOME, i have been messing around with it since there is nothing better to do. My brother and his best friend XDDD. gotta put them on there XD. <3

Thinking about buying a turtle ;33
since the one I have now is about 15 years old ;OOO
but I love my Nemo dearly, yess I doo ;3 I name my turtle nemo for that DAMN movie came out, so STFU.

hm, I would have to buy a new tank, cause Nemo, well, she is a bitch.. I'm telling you, when I first got her I also had a snapper turtle, who messed her up, I guess the fish and the pellets weren't good enough for him >.> The snapper used to "snap" at her neck, she still has the marks, so a couple weeks ago I went to go wash her shell, and the bitch bites me O_O

Soooo, if I do get a new one, definally another tank, and maybe put it in another room.

Nearly died XDDDD

My little brother, is so retard only god can help him -__-
my brother is obbessed with asain people sorry ;3

Yay ;333

Sooo. Today I was allowed out to go to South St. I spent a day with my little brother and his best friend Gim Cheng. I totally bought a new gauge, size 6. I was a size 6 last month, but lost the gauge and my ear hole got smaller T_T so, i was a about 14, or a 4.2 something like that. So when I put the new gauge in I had to actually regauge the whole damn thing T_T which may I add was very very painfulll! it's also metal, I hope it doesn't go off in the metal detecor when I get into school I might cry. So after that we walked to walmart, and then to target, I bought a webcam, which I love. It's amazing, I don't know why but I definally like spending money on things for my computer, it makes me happy, probably not gonna use the thing, I still got money left over, defianlly gonna pick up some books, running out of things to read.

QOTD

67% of Americans say "I love you"

23% actually mean it

Mhmm Rocky Horror ;333

Sooo, I just woke up. It's 2:00 I went to sleep around 2:00 am, and I didn't know what to put on my blog... So I decided to put my favorite things. ;33




My favorite movie has too be either Rocky horror picture show, or The nightmare before Christmas, I can't decide, both movies absolutely great in my perspective, and completely amazing. XD








mhmm ;3






My favorite book or books with out a doubt is the Twilight series. <33
yummy vampireesss.





My favoorrrriiittteee actor is Johnny Depp, NO DOUBT THERE.
not because he is absolutly gourgeous, but because this man can actually ACT!





My Favorite band is Pink Floyd, their words are meaningless to many, but to me express a thousand reasons on why I am alive <333>





My favoritee random picture I have saved on my computer is this one, heh sooo FUNNY!

Perks of death.

So, I really want these two books,


Perks of being a wallflower,
and 13 reasons why.


They both to me seem very intersting, and I can't wait to buy them,

Wiki told me it's about.

Perks of being a wallflower isn't really that much, I can get it for about 9$ at Target.
The story explores topics such as introversion, teenage sexuality, abuse, and the awkward times of adolescence . The book also touches strongly on drug use and Charlie's experiences with this. As the story progresses, various works of liturature and film are referenced and their meanings discussed. So yeah, The author said Catcher in the Rye was an influence for the book, or something like that and there is a lot of references to a lot of movies and music I listen, So why not?




13 reasons why, is 17$ at target T_T I wanted this book for awhile, actually more then awhile, when I was going to buy I didn't have enough money, oh poor me. XD This actually looked amazing, my cousin bought the book and told me it was amazzing, and gosh does my cousin have good taste in books "Twilight series, Catcher in the Rye" (Shut up I liked Catcher in the Rye ;D)


Clay Jensen returns home from school to find a mysterious box with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker–his classmate and crush–who committed suicide two weeks earlier. On tape, Hannah explains that there are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens, he'll find out how he made the list. Through Hannah and Clay's dual narratives, debut author Jay Asher weaves an intricate and heartrending story of confusion and desperation that will deeply affect teen readers.

I am actually kinda pissed off that it's almost 20$, and I am going to pay 20$ for something I am going to only read once, oh well ;33 I don't care, I paid over 80+ dollers on the twilight series
JEZZ, thats a lot. ;3 I just want my book collection to get bigger, ha, I have about 55 right now minus, the numberous amount of books I have lent out. XDD

GOSHHH THEY BOTH LOOK AMAZINNG

Frwends ;3

Sooo, today I was doing some thinking, some HARDCORE thinking, and I realized hoow much I love my friends, we do stupid things, act wild, get hype over the stupidest things, but hey, that makes us... us... I think my friends basically besides my family they are best part of me, they love me regardless of my juvenile behavior, my stupid jokes, my humiliating laugh, my stupid sense of humor, and they can still manage to be seen walking down a street with me. A lot of people don't really get me... It's nice to know I have people who do, and it's comforting. Also a lot of people really don't know who I am. I act completely different, in and out of school, that's they way it needs to be. They get it, they get everything, when times are rough, they got me, and I got them, I love them like my family, and god knows they know it. I don't often show the side of me they see. Cause they are the onlyones whho understand it.

I GOT A JUICE!

WEE!
I got a juicy <3
ew, it's grape.


lol. I sound like a 5 year old.

im so thristy so it's good.

so, it's 2009
wth
this year I will be 18 years old. WTH,
this juicy is nasty.
but omg im so oldd
lol..

finished my juice lol. WTH IS WRONG WITH ME.
im extra bored, and no one is on aim

damn people.

i am thinking about buying a web cam, lol cause I have nothing else better to do with my christmas money.
lol

this blog was so random I LOVE IT
lol.

BOB SAGET.

heh, i said saget
geg.