Happy Easter.

My spring break... went ok... It was nice till Friday and from that day forward was my hell, but I am not going to get into all of that. I spent most of my weekdays on my bed watching anime and night I wondered around the carnival with my friends messing with the carni's. Yes, messing with the carni's, I actually know most of them by their names it was hella awesome, I did this with my buddies Chandar, Puddles, Sal and Tiff, and we had a hell of a time doing so. I actually chilled with some of the carni's after work flipping sweet right XD Plus the fact that I already knew most of them, half of my friends worked there, so yeah pretty funn!
I finished like 4 different animes this week out of pure boredom. Yes I was bored. My brother just was making me jealous cause he doesn't have to go back till Wednesday so whatever XD.

well ok, I'm going to sleep...
night fools'

OMG OMG -SPAZZESS-

OMG OMG! Why is their so many good movies coming out?!
I went to see Monsters V.S Aliens; Which was amazing for a kids movie, I actually lovedd it, I haven't seen a 3-D movie since Spy Kids! lol
Well, there was a preview for a movie from a book I used to read when I was little, I used too read ALOT! "Cloudy with a chance of meatballs" I sorta kinda spazzed XD and then "Where the wild things are" I REALLY SPAZZED! I STILL LOVE THAT BOOK being 17 years old and shit'
Then Transformerss >.>
STAR TREK ;O
FANBOYS
17 AGAIN


I watch to much moviesss way to much >.>

OMG IN SCHOOL!

lol ;3 Mr. Nap is yelling behind me at some people, Not yelling, but you know Nap yelling XDDD
I am finishing the poem, or at least trying to these school computer really bother me, I am not used to the keys popping out the board, my keys are flat...
WELL no one is here, and I am looking at clothesss!
woosh!

Joey and Juju

im working on my video editing skills or whatever, i am using my brother and Juju as my actors

it's not that bad

except for the music loop T_T
messed up






enjoy

Eh, as I said before, I have been having some werid dreams. I actually hate having dreams, because... I don't know why I am thinking about this certain thing. I tend to look in dream dictionary's cause I am a strong believer that everything has a deeper meaning. The last couple days (Tuesday, Wednesday, Thurday) All three of them dreams I have had some crazy ass dreams. Now, it could be just stress from those damn PSSA'S but, remember "deeper meaning" yeah. Well, I had a dream that I was waiting for a bus, A dream about stealing stuff, and a dream about an alligator. I looked up all three of them. The ones I found interesting were the alligator and the stealing one.
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Alligator

To see an alligator in your dream, symbolizes treachery, deceit, and hidden instincts. It may be a signal for you to take a new perspective on a situation. It may also represent your ability to move between the material world of waking life and the emotional, repressed world of the unconscious. Alternatively, the alligator represents healing powers and qualities. An alligator also suggests that you are thick-skinned or insensitive.

To dream that you are running away from the alligator, indicates that you are unwilling to confront some painful and disturbing aspect of your unconscious. There is some potentially destructive emotion that you are refusing to acknowledge and owning up to.

According to biblical interpretations, an alligator suggests that leviathan is king over the children of pride. (Psa 74:14, Job 41:1,Isa 27:1)



Stealing
To dream that you are stealing, denotes that you are deprived and where the stealing takes place (at home, the office, at school....) is indicative of your neediness. Alternatively, it may signify unrealized and unfulfilled goals. You may have set your goals too high.



Yeah, they sound exactly like what I am going through at the moment, people say that dream anaylize is very stupid. But i like thinking that my dreams mean something, wither they do or not.

Pickkket fence

Is this wrong?
To try to pick myself up again,
When YOU believe I have not fallen.
I have seen better times, words and friendships
To this, the words explode,
and our fury grows
to erupting volcanoes.
The things that we had are gone.
Disappeared, A while ago.
You haven't seen.
I haven't seen them.
You are not the person you were before.
Not the person I have knew for this amount of time.


I feel like shit lately, (I just threw up in my mouth a little bit XD)
I been having some weird dream.

Like I did just wake up and I had this weird dream. Mr. Lon was driving a car and asked the people I was with (Inasia, Chandar, Chaun, Dinh, Anji, Stiffy, Alix, and people I never meet) Where we were going... he drove off. We were all on the corner waiting for the 29 bus route to come.. Then I started smoking a cigarette, and Chaun like attacked me.. T_T and Mr. Lon came back with this big ass limo truck and thing, and told us to hop in... and I woke upp -_-


The picture up there is beautiful, so I wanted to share it with who ever
is reading my Bull shizz

Chapter 27

I am watching a movie right now called Chapter 27, which is seriously good movie, I didn't want to watch it cause I didn't think I would get it, I never read Catcher in the Rye and I didn't think I would be able to comprehend the whole thing, But I am watching it, and I read Catcher in the Rye and the connection between the Catcher and the rye and The way this man thought was amazing. Ughh, I love the Beatles and I loved the book, I can't believe (if this is the wayy this man thought) that he thought like this, his mind was... UGH, I can't really even explain!
youuu need to watchh it! T_T

Boring weekend =/

Eh, My weekend was hella boring, it included working on writing some boring ass story, tons of essay writing, only hanging out with my friends for one day, the mall, anime, manga's ;o I mean it wasn't that bad, I got to watch a whole anime series in a day, and read the manga on that night. ((School days)) Thankss Inasia <3 and I started reading Doubt, hella good. Eh, life es boring, I hate hanging with my friends anymore, cause they all smoke, sucks cause I really like hanging with them, it's that I quit, and right now I want some badly T_T but, I haven't smoked in 8 days, and i am proud of myself, I am. I mean, they were nice about it the first couple days, one would sit with me while the other one smoked then they switched up, but I started feeling badly, I need to get used it, without wanting to smoke so bad.
So, whatever, I haven't went this long for a while... I am sticking with it this time.
Ok, off topic.. I got some awesome ass gauges, and earrings ;3!

Free time with little Brother.

We were bored.
very very bored
yes, it's a kitty.

Clapton/Winwood!

June 12, JUNE 12, JUNE 12!! I will be going to see Eric Clapton, and i was flipping out about it all day, seriously. I DIDN'T faint. Noo, Kay-ter didn't faint this time, goodddd seats too man, I am still flipping out, sorta have like jitters, My dad told me when i was younger, I told him I would chop off my leg to see him, but guesss what I DON'T HAVE TO CHOP OF MY LEG, IM GOING TO SEE HIM AH! JUNE 12TH, Apparently who ever is reading this can tell how frikken happy I am, oh yeah, no school tomorrow says the school district. "Schools: Due to the inclement weather all schools are closed on, Monday, March 2, 2009. All after school activities are also cancelled." WHAT?! another reason for me to flipp the hell out! well, besides not being able to go to see Senses Fail in concert, or going to the Washington DC trip, I am doing pretty good thus far, I really thought I was going to have a shitty month, seriously it's starting off pretty good man!

Books

*I have read all these books in this picture, except Running with scissors* So, since I have been reading more then normal, basically book after book, I am going to set up a line up, Basically because I will forget, and I definally wanna be in order!
so.. I finised The Perks Of being a Wallflower, and Thirteen reason why! so next up is...


1984! By George Orwell
(Currently on pg 3 as we speak. XD)

THEN! (in order)

Hairstyles of the damned
Such a pretty girl
Animal Farm
Alice in wonderland ;3!
The Host


Ok, I had most of these books for a long time, I had the host, since the middle of
10th grade when it came out!
And I have started them all..! I get so distracted.

I'm borrowing couple from my friend Steph.
The human comedy.. or something like that.
And
The dead poet's socitey..
so, list them too


I WILL NOT BUY ANOTHER BOOK TILL I AM FINISHED THESE.
but if i could!
I would buy Running with scissors

Perks Of being a Wallflower

Thanks to Dinh, I got a chance to read The Perks of being a Wallflower. Which I thought to be an absolutely amazing book. I actually cried during it, yes.. Katie cried during a book, it wouldn't be the first time. It was sort of a like Catcher in the Rye, actually, I believe it to be a lot to be like Catcher in the Rye, I mean both story have a young boy trying to figure out who he is. I would say that Perks, is defiantly maybe an updated versions of Catcher. I mean Perks has stuff that teenagers of today can understand, I mean honestly there has to be at least one thing in that book that someone can relate to. The reason I enjoyed the book so much was because it was different, I don't think I have ever read something so unique. I really wished it was longer. I wish I could have the ending I wanted to happen.

;3

Perks of being a Wallflower get 5/5 on the Kayter scale.

"I feel infinite."

I am the walrus Choo koo kachuu!

If you haven't heard of The Beatles, well, you either live in a cage.. or just plain ol' stupid.
heh.

Well, I watched this movie called Across the Universe a while back, and I had this werid obsession with it, it was amazing, it is a musical, but it is Beatles song mixed in to an amazing movie, if you haven't seen it... I highly recommend it.
I really loved that movie. The actors sang the songs perfectly and they fit into the movie. UGH, I loved it.



this is one of my favorite scences in the movie. I love the song!
Watch it mang <3

NEW- NEWS! attack of the eyebrows

Well, if you haven't seen my hair is white, and underneath, well, it's black. XD. <3
AND I HAVE EYEbrows -_-

But besides that, I got news that I might be going to the Clapton/Windwood concert, in early June!!

I love Clapton ;O
one of my favorite artist!
I kinda spazzed when my pops told, well.. Almost punched a hole in the wall..
I hope he isn't lying, I really hope he takes me, god I think I might faint like last time ;O
seriously, When My pops took me to go see The Who, well, yeah, I fainted.. LOL
I didn't faint there, I fainted like a hour before hand, so yeah, hope that doesn't happen again..

Im pissed cause I can't see Senses Fail! UGH, I REALLY WANTED TO SEE THEM!
like hella bad. I just don't have 20$ I have to pay my GD celly bill T_T

Well, Something Else new, I started writing another stupid stories! lol
AND GOT 13 REASONS WHY~
OMG
i love it!

this isn't metallica T_T

So I am searching for Metallica on youtube, and I get this?!
Master of puppets pfft

New Idea.

Eath: 11th Grade

Jan. 1st. 09

What can I say, I am losing it.
Everything around me seems like it's crashing... people have been telling me I have been acting different, honestly I couldn't tell. I think I can add a new monster to the list. I think she might not like the way I am living my life. She is awfully lazy, and a bit scary, must I add. I think this may cause some problems in the future. Right now I am scared, scared what the monster might do... She may, just be the end of me.

Katie: 7th Grade

March 7, 05

You, I like you... You seem to have this simplicity to you, I understand you, it makes me smile when you're around. We're different, WAY different from most. We can take over the world if we wanted too. I would choose you over anything. It's you that I want to keep, I don't want those other ones. It's you that can cheer me up on the hardest of days. I need you a lot, I am never afraid when you are around.


Kay-TER: Summer time-

July 7, 06

Hm, You are the fun, energetic side of me... you have this habit for making people smile, it's not me anymore that is smiling, it's everyone... It's a good thing though... I love you making people smile. It brightens up my day. I think I could deal with you, I think I could handle you around... you aren't plain like the others you are different... may I add fun. Please stay.


Sunshine: Halloween

October 1, 08


hm, faker... it's all you are. I do enjoy the attention though, you are her twin aren't you? hm, you act just like her... basically are her with just a problem... addiction though? why so rough. you are very phony.. Could I take this? Could I handle this? Yes, I love the attention though, it's very much amazing. I maybe able to take this. Just maybe.

Let's Blame this Addiction on Lysa!

hmm I guess, I have

STUMBLED into something very very addictive. mhmm.

AND I really enjoy it, besides the fact that some shows have 9 episodes, and

Before you know it your yelling at your computer screen for more... am I right Lysa? Thankkss

;ooo yo gabba gabba?

I pissed myself ;3

im addicted to watching really really funny youtube videos of little kids dancing like weridos.

;ooo

;oo

HIRO

I wish you would understand ;]

The list ;o

This is the list of movies I will watch before I am offically "ungrounded"

I know, when I am ungrounded, I will never have the time, like I usually never did soo. hurr it is.




The Curious Case Of Benjermin Button- JUST FINISHED!
Yes Man
Bedtime Stories

The unborn
Mall Cop
Seven Pounds
Valkryie


TELL ME MOREEE! ily forever <3

Chay Chay Wanted me to watch something called Absolute Boyfriend ;e WHY NOT !

So this is growing up?

When everything breaks down, and you have no shield to protect you from the debris.
I am tried of being everyone's "Angel" I am, I tried to hard and get fxck'd in the end.

I have no one to help me stand up, when I was there for everyone, I get left out. Basically as my mom said it, I am their third wheel. So I guess I am.. I am their third wheel, and guess what, that goddamn wheel is flattened. I am no longer taking anything from anyone, the only person I care about is MYSELF, it should have been like this a while ago, but I am too stupid to realize anything.

I blame myself for this, basically putting myself in this position, I did this knowing that I was going to get hurt, and look at me, I'm on my goddamn blog talking about how pathetic I feel. It's ashamed, it really is, I am not a mean person, not at all. I actually think I am a pretty good person.

But idk, people don't think like me.

In love with this thing ;o

I love my webcam, you know I love my webcam, cause it's cooler than you ;O I can take pictures, Upload youtube videos, BLAH BLAH BLAH, IT'S AWESOME, i have been messing around with it since there is nothing better to do. My brother and his best friend XDDD. gotta put them on there XD. <3

Thinking about buying a turtle ;33
since the one I have now is about 15 years old ;OOO
but I love my Nemo dearly, yess I doo ;3 I name my turtle nemo for that DAMN movie came out, so STFU.

hm, I would have to buy a new tank, cause Nemo, well, she is a bitch.. I'm telling you, when I first got her I also had a snapper turtle, who messed her up, I guess the fish and the pellets weren't good enough for him >.> The snapper used to "snap" at her neck, she still has the marks, so a couple weeks ago I went to go wash her shell, and the bitch bites me O_O

Soooo, if I do get a new one, definally another tank, and maybe put it in another room.

Nearly died XDDDD

My little brother, is so retard only god can help him -__-
my brother is obbessed with asain people sorry ;3

Yay ;333

Sooo. Today I was allowed out to go to South St. I spent a day with my little brother and his best friend Gim Cheng. I totally bought a new gauge, size 6. I was a size 6 last month, but lost the gauge and my ear hole got smaller T_T so, i was a about 14, or a 4.2 something like that. So when I put the new gauge in I had to actually regauge the whole damn thing T_T which may I add was very very painfulll! it's also metal, I hope it doesn't go off in the metal detecor when I get into school I might cry. So after that we walked to walmart, and then to target, I bought a webcam, which I love. It's amazing, I don't know why but I definally like spending money on things for my computer, it makes me happy, probably not gonna use the thing, I still got money left over, defianlly gonna pick up some books, running out of things to read.

QOTD

67% of Americans say "I love you"

23% actually mean it

Mhmm Rocky Horror ;333

Sooo, I just woke up. It's 2:00 I went to sleep around 2:00 am, and I didn't know what to put on my blog... So I decided to put my favorite things. ;33




My favorite movie has too be either Rocky horror picture show, or The nightmare before Christmas, I can't decide, both movies absolutely great in my perspective, and completely amazing. XD








mhmm ;3






My favorite book or books with out a doubt is the Twilight series. <33
yummy vampireesss.





My favoorrrriiittteee actor is Johnny Depp, NO DOUBT THERE.
not because he is absolutly gourgeous, but because this man can actually ACT!





My Favorite band is Pink Floyd, their words are meaningless to many, but to me express a thousand reasons on why I am alive <333>





My favoritee random picture I have saved on my computer is this one, heh sooo FUNNY!

Perks of death.

So, I really want these two books,


Perks of being a wallflower,
and 13 reasons why.


They both to me seem very intersting, and I can't wait to buy them,

Wiki told me it's about.

Perks of being a wallflower isn't really that much, I can get it for about 9$ at Target.
The story explores topics such as introversion, teenage sexuality, abuse, and the awkward times of adolescence . The book also touches strongly on drug use and Charlie's experiences with this. As the story progresses, various works of liturature and film are referenced and their meanings discussed. So yeah, The author said Catcher in the Rye was an influence for the book, or something like that and there is a lot of references to a lot of movies and music I listen, So why not?




13 reasons why, is 17$ at target T_T I wanted this book for awhile, actually more then awhile, when I was going to buy I didn't have enough money, oh poor me. XD This actually looked amazing, my cousin bought the book and told me it was amazzing, and gosh does my cousin have good taste in books "Twilight series, Catcher in the Rye" (Shut up I liked Catcher in the Rye ;D)


Clay Jensen returns home from school to find a mysterious box with his name on it lying on his porch. Inside he discovers cassette tapes recorded by Hannah Baker–his classmate and crush–who committed suicide two weeks earlier. On tape, Hannah explains that there are thirteen reasons why she decided to end her life. Clay is one of them. If he listens, he'll find out how he made the list. Through Hannah and Clay's dual narratives, debut author Jay Asher weaves an intricate and heartrending story of confusion and desperation that will deeply affect teen readers.

I am actually kinda pissed off that it's almost 20$, and I am going to pay 20$ for something I am going to only read once, oh well ;33 I don't care, I paid over 80+ dollers on the twilight series
JEZZ, thats a lot. ;3 I just want my book collection to get bigger, ha, I have about 55 right now minus, the numberous amount of books I have lent out. XDD

GOSHHH THEY BOTH LOOK AMAZINNG

Frwends ;3

Sooo, today I was doing some thinking, some HARDCORE thinking, and I realized hoow much I love my friends, we do stupid things, act wild, get hype over the stupidest things, but hey, that makes us... us... I think my friends basically besides my family they are best part of me, they love me regardless of my juvenile behavior, my stupid jokes, my humiliating laugh, my stupid sense of humor, and they can still manage to be seen walking down a street with me. A lot of people don't really get me... It's nice to know I have people who do, and it's comforting. Also a lot of people really don't know who I am. I act completely different, in and out of school, that's they way it needs to be. They get it, they get everything, when times are rough, they got me, and I got them, I love them like my family, and god knows they know it. I don't often show the side of me they see. Cause they are the onlyones whho understand it.

I GOT A JUICE!

WEE!
I got a juicy <3
ew, it's grape.


lol. I sound like a 5 year old.

im so thristy so it's good.

so, it's 2009
wth
this year I will be 18 years old. WTH,
this juicy is nasty.
but omg im so oldd
lol..

finished my juice lol. WTH IS WRONG WITH ME.
im extra bored, and no one is on aim

damn people.

i am thinking about buying a web cam, lol cause I have nothing else better to do with my christmas money.
lol

this blog was so random I LOVE IT
lol.

BOB SAGET.

heh, i said saget
geg.